Saturday, December 25, 2010

A dream...not a dream.

It's just a thought. I'm not mental.

Ever think of experiencing great pain or great loss?

Someone dear to you left you. Or betray you. You go on each day not knowing the meaning and purpose of your life. Committing suicide never cross your mind because you don't want to end your life this way. You believe there is much more than that in your life. That's mental pain.

You had an accident. It was too sudden. You were driving 160km/h and something behind distract you. You turned back to see what happened and when you bring your focus to the front again, to the road, you just hit a lorry or a bus, hard. The next thing you know, you were in a hospital. Your whole body was injured badly. There was so much pain. It was unbearable. That's physical pain.

Then you wished all this pain was only a dream. You tried so hard to wake up from the dream. And from the movie Inception, you knew the way to wake up from a dream is to kill yourself in the dream. But there's no way you want to do that. Or maybe drop yourself from somewhere high. Not high enough to kill you but to only wake you up.

It's not possible because you are not dreaming. You are living in so much pain that you don't want to face it but to find an alternative to escape from it.

There's no escape in life. The solution is to recover from it. More pain will make the pain seems small. I'm not mental. It's just a thought.

Merry Christmas!

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