Friend or Foe?

You have a secret.
You tell a friend.

He/She told someone else.
He/She thinks it'll be secret between them.

You found out.
You promised yourself never to tell your friend any secrets anymore.

He/She apologized.
He/She accepted your decision.

After a while...

You told your friend another secret.
You believed he/she has changed.

He/She told someone else.
He/She regretted what he/she did.

You were angry.
You promised never to tell he/she any secrets anymore.

He/She apologized again.
He/She believed that you will never tell him/her any secrets anymore.

Do you think he/she deserves another chance?
Is he/she a friend or a foe?

Friend? Not a trust-worthy friend perhaps.
Then why give him/her another chance in the first place?

Foe? Maybe.
But a good listener too.

How do you decide?

Chap Goh Meh

Every year when it comes to Chap Goh Meh, I had this indescribable feelings.
It's not sad and it's not happy either.

I just don't want Chinese New Year to be over so soon.
Last year I made my friend wish me Happy CNY before 12am. Haha.
It's 10.15pm now.

I'm still half way through my Final Year Project report.
Not much time left.
My supervisor said if I work like a donkey, I would be able to finish it.

From tomorrow onwards, I'm going to work like a donkey for the next 2 months.
Why donkey?
I don't know.




I could be a cow, but if my supervisor said donkey, he must have his own reason.
Why not tortoise?
Tortoises are slow. Even when making love.




They are smart though.I'm still listening to chinese new year song.
One hour left.
Happy Chinese New Year.
Gong Xi Fa Cai.
May you all have a wonderful ratty year.




Bray bray.

Final Semester of Final Year

This is it!!!

I'm graduating this coming May...

...if I don't fail any subjects =p
...if I'm able to finish my final year project
...and if I stay out of troubles


it's been hard..
after spending more than 15 years studying
finally it is time to meet the world
it is not that I'm not competitive
the world is just too complicated...


the world i live in for the past 23 years have taught me a lot of lessons
but will it be useful?
or the world is far more evil than what i used to think =(


people tend to be selfish when things go wrong...
or maybe hoping someone to be there when the world turns you down is just too much
life without hope is meaningless...
life without regret is meaningless too..i guess


so let us hope for the best and learn from our regrets...