The unofficial graduation.

As of now, 0014, 27th May 2008, the full results of my 4-year course is out!

It was not that bad laaaa....

I can't wait for the graduation day where I get to meet all my friends again. Some chose to avoid but no, I'm going to see all of them and I'm going to congratulate them. Because that day might be the last time I see them in maybe 10 to 20 years to come.

And not forgetting me. Congratulate me!!!
See ya at convo!

The teachers who teach.

Happy Teacher's Day.

To all teachers who have taught me...

To Miss Lion (that's what we used to call her), my kindergarten teacher, who had taught me discipline, I thank you. I still remember the way you'd punished us for misbehaving. You like to pinch both sides of our cheeks but we deserved that.

To Puan Chuah, my Standard One form teacher, thank you for your loving and kindness. We really had a great time that year.

To Mr. Hor, my Standard Two teacher, sorry for being coward to admit the wrongs that I've done. I am a better person now. I am able to stand up and admit whatever mistakes that I've done.

To Mr. Cheang, my Chinese teacher, I still have the cactus you gave us. It was small when you first gave it to me, but now it has grown. And I have grown too.

To Puan Teo, my form teacher from Standard Four to Standard Six, you were a new teacher back then. Yet you gave us your best. You should be happy because most of us turned out to be a good, if not a better person. I'm sure you will be proud of us.



To Miss Bernis, our secondary school counseling teacher, you taught us the philosophy of life. You remind us the existence of conscience in each of us and that we will regret the mistakes we do, and when we do, you remind us to learn from each and every mistakes.

To Miss Tan, my History teacher, you constantly remind us not to call anyone an idiot because we are no better than anyone else and even if we are, we should remain humble.

To Miss Ong, my Form Three form teacher and also my biology teacher, I remember how you punished me and asked me to be more responsible. I'm trying.

To Mr. Arun, my Physics teacher, you inspire me to become a person I have not dreamed of. You always remind us of consistency and that hard work will reap its sow sooner or later. And for that, I promise you I will strive for excellence.


To the teachers who have taught me and not mentioned above, I appreciate everything that you have done for us.

Happy Teachers Day!!!

Twinkle, twinkle, little star.

twinkle, twinkle, little star,
how I wonder what you are,
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thank you for your tiny spark;
he could not see which way to go,
if you do not twinkle so,
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how I wonder what you are.
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Remember when I said my final semester will be different?

It is different.
I always had P (Pass) for all my subjects. Even though the subject is hard, I always ended up P. P is too normal that every time I check my results it has no surprises.
No offend but P can mean a grade as low as C!

But it's different now. Instead of all P's, I have a P*. Surprise!!!
It looks nice though.
P* means passed partially. My results hasn't been good the previous semester. It's just that it doesn't have an impact on me.

Now, I fall hard. Real hard that it hurts. But I'm happy about it. Because when you fall this hard it feels like you don't have to give a damn of what happen in the world. All that matters is you and only you. You wanna change the world, first change yourself.

"Be the change you want to see in the world."

-Gandhi

All the complaints and whining don't help at all. Eventually, people around you will find it annoying and the next thing to expect is you are alone to fight back what you've lost - the dignity and the pride. Action always speaks louder than words.

The good news is I don't have to retake.

Decision time.

We get desperate when we have no options in our life. But when we have one, we tend to take it for granted.

Making a decision simply means taking risk of making a wrong decision. At the same time, we are opening an opportunity for ourselves. How many people would think it this way? Very few.

We are too afraid of making mistakes. Life is too short.

"A life spent making mistakes is better than a life spent doing nothing."

- George Bernard Shaw

It's what we learned from the mistakes we do is the most important.
I'm too young to be afraid of anything.

I may be fresh and green but I'm willing to learn.
I may be naive but through tough time, I can be wise.

I decide what I want to be and it is time to decide!

Prioritize.

The first thing I learned after all the troubles I’ve been through. Prioritize on the right thing.

For the past few semesters, I prioritized on the wrong thing.
I’d sleep late rather than attending lectures.
I’d play first rather than do my assignments.
I’d go eat supper rather than completing my last minute assignments.
I’d hang out with my friends rather than keeping those times for my own use. Everyone needs some personal time. It’s just that I might need more.
Prioritize on the right thing is what I believe I need right now.

How do I know which comes first?
I know. Trust me.

Do you know when you are going to pee?
Yes. That’s what I’m trying to say.

I need to change.
Change is inevitable.